Post by vd2013 on Oct 9, 2013 21:35:55 GMT -8
Today i chose to regulate what i ate and decided not to grab that brownie i was itching for - a small triumph i would say 
I went to the store and as I was walking out a boy said hello to me. That doesn't happen to me often but it kind of brightened my day a bit. Just a simple hello can make you smile. At least it did to me...Made me feel beautiful in a way - a simple greeting - but it was lovely.
However, later tonight i watched "Under The Tuscan Sun" with Diane Lane. I loved this film so much but it reminded me of how not everyone lives a fairytale. Not every girl gets the boy they believe is right for them, they have to experience life's challenges before something great can come their way. Yet, I felt saddened by the thought that I could be that one girl who would end up alone... No I have not had the best luck in love or in life - my family has faced many challenges - but i wish there was something, a sign or a way for me to see that maybe something great is on the horizon. It just kind of sucks seeing others get that big chance or get married and yet your still in the same place. Im happy for the success of these wonderful people, I am just wondering when my time is...
Some day huh?
I went to the store and as I was walking out a boy said hello to me. That doesn't happen to me often but it kind of brightened my day a bit. Just a simple hello can make you smile. At least it did to me...Made me feel beautiful in a way - a simple greeting - but it was lovely.
However, later tonight i watched "Under The Tuscan Sun" with Diane Lane. I loved this film so much but it reminded me of how not everyone lives a fairytale. Not every girl gets the boy they believe is right for them, they have to experience life's challenges before something great can come their way. Yet, I felt saddened by the thought that I could be that one girl who would end up alone... No I have not had the best luck in love or in life - my family has faced many challenges - but i wish there was something, a sign or a way for me to see that maybe something great is on the horizon. It just kind of sucks seeing others get that big chance or get married and yet your still in the same place. Im happy for the success of these wonderful people, I am just wondering when my time is...
Some day huh?