Today was a hard day

I knew my morning class was canceled for this morning but I still set my alarm so I could get up and go running. I got up and ate a quick breakfast of a hard boiled egg and an apple and headed to my usual running spot only to find out they closed all the trails. It's a national park and because of the government shut down they closed all the trails and if you were caught on the trails you would be fined. So I ended up going back home and just walking around the block. After my walk I had a protein shake and got ready for class. I went through my afternoon classes and had some time to kill before a meeting so I went to the mall and window shopped. I saw an awesome leather jacket at one store and so I went in and tried on a few sizes only to find out they were all too tight on my arms and they didn't make them in any bigger sizes. I knew i've gained a lot of weight recently but I didn't realize how bad it had gotten. I left the store feeling slightly disappointed. After that I ended up leaving the mall because I just felt huge and everything I looked at seemed too small after that jacket incident. I know it's going to take time and the only thing I can do is keep eating healthier and working out but its just hard right now. Hoping tomorrow is a better day.